The Future
“I’ll do what I can, wherever I end up, to keep giving my good love and spreading it around. ‘Cause I’ve had my fair share of ‘take care’ and ‘goodbye.’ I’ve learned how to cry and I’m better for that.” - Sara Bareilles
I think I messed this one up. Again. But that’s okay. If you learn from you mistakes, I should be pretty damn learned by now. It’s going to take me a while to figure it out, but I’ll be okay. I’m pretty dissatisfied with how I spent the last two years and I recognize how many opportunities I took for granted or wasted. I also recognize that it happened, and that will never change. Dwelling on it just makes me pathetic. I need to get over, accept responsibility for my actions, and move forward. This shit’s not complicated, I just can’t get it. But I will. Eventually. I just have to keep working on it, keep trying things, keep spreading my good love. Keep loving people and things and movements. Some way, somehow, I’ll make it.
Then again, maybe I’ll end up selling drugs on the street. But that’s unlikely.
